Monday, March 29, 2010
Leaping Back In...
Only 1.6 miles today (I did make it 1.25 before I needed to take a short walk break), but more on the horizon when I have a little more daylight to work with. Bolder Boulder, here I come!
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
A Good Dose of Inspiration
I have a problem with being present in the moment, and I think taking the long view actually hurts all of the experiences that I'm meant to be having right now. I worry about the "what if this isn't going to/supposed to work out" and the "how on earth is that going to happen" rather than enjoying the exact place that everything actually is and trusting that it's that way for a reason. If I would just let things either work out - or not - rather than thinking them to death, I think it would open a better window for me to know myself even better than I do. By going with the moment, it would better allow me to react to how I really feel rather than worrying about the ramifications...it would allow me to just be and to take care of myself in the process.
Moving to this philosophy is going to take some work, but it's been on my mind a lot lately as I find myself worrying about things that just can't be addressed right at this exact moment. And then I don't enjoy the moments that I have. I may need the occasional reminder that everything will be fine...but I'm going to try to focus more on the here and now to see if that doesn't help relieve some of the boredom.
I'm in the middle of reading Siddhartha and there's a line that caught my attention. Not having it in front of me right now, all I can share is the gist, but it basically talked about how he'd been through a period where he fed his body, but starved his soul. He goes on to reflect on the way he'd been living and the experiences he'd been having...he had made money, experienced women, enjoyed good food and nice clothes. But ultimately, he was left friendless, miserable and nearly suicidal until he rediscovered that the little voice in himself that reminded him that there was still a journey to live for. It just wasn't a journey of things.
I love how this translates, since it acts as a reminder to not place so much value on things you want, or even the direction you think life should take. Instead, the focus should be on finding enlightenment...not necessarily happiness, but a peace and acceptance within yourself that's meant to carry you through everything else that's going on.
I have to remind myself that it's ok to be in a constant state of "work in progress", and that sometimes it's out glitches that make us interesting.
So here's to finding inspiration to make the best of the journey...wherever I may end up. And I say this a lot, but it always is worth repeating...a thanks to my wonderful friends who are so supportive of both my random joys and my most confusing disappointments and fears. I'm blessed to have so much love in my life!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Brahms Requiem
My personal struggle with the Brahms is the amount of time the sopranos hang out around the high A, which is a tough part of my range especially for extended periods of time. But I do love that this Requiem is a celebration of life, and would like to someday see it performed.
Here's the critique from the Denver Post:
Brahms' choral requiem near-perfect
If one were to make a list of the 10 great choral works that classical listeners should experience before they die, Johannes Brahms' "A German Requiem" would surely be on the list.
Unlike nearly all the hundreds of requiems that have been composed, this non-liturgical work does not follow the Catholic Mass of the dead. Instead, Brahms created his own text drawn from Martin Luther's translation of the Bible.
The seven-movement work, which was the centerpiece of the Colorado Symphony's program Friday evening, conjures the mystery and breadth of the human experience, mourning death but also celebrating life and what comes afterward.
Conductor Jeffrey Kahane has a flair for such large-scale works, and he was totally in command and at ease here. He delivered an adroitly shaped interpretation of depth and subtlety, with spot-on tempos that assured an ideal pacing.
The two first-rate soloists — baritone Brett Polegato and soprano Karina Gauvin — handled their parts with aplomb, but the real star was the Colorado Symphony Chorus.
This fine group of singers, superbly prepared by chorus director Duain Wolfe, supplied many standout moments, including the spine-tingling celebratory bursts in the sixth movement and the dazzlingly multilayered final stanzas of the third movement.
But it was perhaps the long second movement when the chorus was at its best, communicating the section's full complexity and emotion, with deft, sometimes word-by-word shadings of tone, dynamics and phrasing.
Two things that will most be missed when Kahane steps down as music director at the end of this season are his willingess to do the unconventional and his eloquent piano playing.
Both were richly in evidence Friday evening as Kahane daringly opened the program with a chamber rather than symphonic work — Brahms' Trio in E flat for Violin, Horn and Piano, Op. 40.
The performance was partially hurt by dynamic imbalances, with principal French horn player Michael Thornton frequently overshadowing the other players. Concertmaster YuMi-Hwang Williams was at her best in the slow movement, with a lovely, plaintive sound.
Read more: http://www.denverpost.com/entertainmentlastold/ci_14482008#ixzz0huYZ3RzO
Monday, March 1, 2010
Open Letter to Radio Stations
Please don't change song lyrics to include your station frequency or call letters. We all know it wasn't recorded that way, and it gets in the way for those of us who like to sing along. Plus, sometimes it doesn't even make sense!
If you feel the need for station identification, please stick to the beginning and end of sets and I'll be much less likely to change away from your channel.
'Nuf said.